Wednesday, 19 October 2011

There is a quote

by Elizabeth Stone which is: “Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body.”
Boy Child is Dealing with stuff, both figuratively and literally - mostly figuratively. My heart is bruised and battered. It is not yet broken but it certainly feels like someone has well and truly stomped on it.
I'm surprised that my eyes aren't swollen, as I cried on and off for about 4 hours. Today is a new day. We have a plan. Onward and upward.
It's the stuff in his head we are worried about. Nobody has done anything to him. There are plans in place to deal with this. Dr Jesse wants to see him every week.



7 comments:

Lene said...

Oh you poor darling. From your words I can really feel your pain. I hope that things improve for you and boy child soon.

That beautiful quote brings tears to my eyes every time!

Leanne said...

Oh dear. I hope everything is ok? Unfortunately I know exactly how you're feeling. I'm crying a river right now myself for my boy child. I'm just so darn tired ....

Sarah said...

It is momentous but the difference between parents is the willingness to help your child seek out the answers they need...all you can do is keep moving forwards - I jumped over from the blog carnival and Im really interested in what you write, and how you write x

Diane said...

I have always loved that quote. So true, isn't it?

Hurts more to see our children hurting than it does when the pain is our own. Praying for peace and resolution for you and your son. ((Hugs))

Being Me said...

Dear E. Only just saw this xxxx I hope the days are getting brighter with your forward plans in place. I can feel the desperation in your words. My mother-heart is with yours.

Maxabella said...

The 'stuff in our heads' can be so complicated and exhausting. I hope he finds what's right for him and for your family. Keep reaching out to those around you - these things can be so isolating, but people are there for you and will help in any way you need. x

Madmother said...

How did I miss THIS my friend? I know so well the sort of thing you are talking about, as you know.

Glad you have the experts involved. Love and empathy. T

xx

 

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